December 2010
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Logic and Reasoning.
If he really cared, he would miss me. If he really missed me, he would have kept his promises. If he kept his promises, he would be worth missing. That seems right. So why am I having so much trouble convincing myself that I shouldn’t call him?
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Focus.
Time to get some. For the next few hours it’s nothing but physics and chemistry and calculus. No matter how upset or frustrated I am, there are things to get done and I’m going to do them.
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I guess I shouldn't second guess myself.
It’s a brand new day The sun is shinning It’s a brand new day For the first time, In such a long long time I know I’ll be okay
Talking to you yesterday did hurt—I started to cry as soon as it was over. I couldn’t believe that once again you were pulling me back in after I decided to let go. When I woke up this morning though….I was fine. It’s...
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Why!?
How do you always end up talking to me again as soon as I give up? Why did you talk to me? I was feeling better…and now I’m not again.
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We have a problem.
Starting now I’ll never know your name Starting now I’ll never feel the same Starting now I wish you never came into my world.
I don’t hate you. I’m just disappointed you turned into everything you said you’d never be. I read those words and couldn’t help but to cringe. It’s a statement I can relate to so perfectly right now. Think about all the...
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And there it is!
That comment. Yes, that comment right there. I could feel the disappointment and confusion oozing from my computer screen. It’s that inevitable reaction that has had me keeping it inside for so long. I finally got the courage to be honest with someone, and I got the reaction I was most afraid of. So much for giving trust a second chance.
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